ELW

you havent eaten in at least a week

and i can smell the three bottles of wine on your breath when you speak

but i dont wanna speak cause you just make me sad

cuz you dont measure up to everything i had

you're not ugly and you're not stupid deither

it's just that if you're lost for long enough you become a believer

you're mother's distant, your dad's a drunk, you are both

you're always acting, i bet you'd lie under oath

you talk and you dont recognize yourself, its out of your control

you're under blood red sky tryin g to satsify the hole

that guides yoou and tries take you for all your worth

we belong together, we were doomed from birth

you watch your friends disappear one by one

you spent three hours drunk looking at your fathers gun

you makle the same mistakes, get the same results, and are still somehow stunned

i pray youll get over it and say"i was so stupid when i was young"

but thats just justification

i know there's no solution to your condition

and ill stop talking to you again

when you're most in need of a friend

in four months ill be drunk and call you up

and you'll desperate and ill be good enough

i know it's wrong to treat someone like this

but my head is on fire and i need someone to kiss

and i thought you were in the same boat,

pouring another half liter down your throat

if we're doomed let's be doomed together

at least until i get sick of you again